just to make sure i was not talking nonsense went and saw most of 125... every look, every grain of voice had my heart pounding... and what was beautiful was that this was not just about oooh love and hayee chemistry... there were real feelings there, you could feel the intense pain and sense of hell in both asr and khushi, while others giggled and laughed also with the right note of their emotions. asr was not just a good looking dude with this hotness... nor khushi this crazy coot sanka girl... they were always, i again realised, two people whose emotions were as deep as anyone's... they were real people and this was a serious terrible situation... and they tried their best to cope with it...
i got completely drawn into their emotions... in every scene, even when he was not there and la and anjali teased her about her fiance...
oh the couple of minutes when he is ruining his garden and she comes... the "toh"... the "dekha na aap ko chot lag gayi..." the helplessness as you watch someone else take care of the one you love and no longer are allowed to... the tearing pain to know that someone you have no idea what you feel for yet you do is now someone else's fiance and yet you want them so badly so badly that you need to hurt them for doing what they have done, tumhe kya faraq padta hai... how much he wanted her to give the faraq even if he couldn't bring himself to acknowledge he gave a damn, she made all the difference...
my heart actually thuds funnily when i remember certain things and yes this time i noticed my shoulders went all warm and weird... hmm.
i guess that's why i could never walk away, this is something i will never ever feel embarrassed about for giving myself and my time to. episode 125 what's in a faraq
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